Dear Under Appreciated Self,
I am sorry.
I am sorry for not having loved you enough. I am sorry for constantly doubting you. I am sorry for not believing you're the least bit deserving of all the goddamn love in the world.
Because you are.
You are all that and so much more.
I always complained that nobody treated you right, and you were never anybody's first priority. Including mine.
I never gave you the love you needed and then blamed you for not being lovable.
I am sorry you had to go through this without me. I am sorry you had to go through it against me.
I am sorry you were my second option. I am sorry I cared for everyone else more than I did for you. You always should have been my first priority.
I am sorry I let anxiety and depression talk me into doing and saying things I never should have even thought of.
I realize now, all you needed was to be loved by me.
Because everyone else will leave; it's each for his own out here in this unforgiving, cruel world.
And I am sorry for it all, and hope you can forgive me. Because I plan on fixing it.
I will fix everything.
I will fix us.
With Love,
Your Flawed Self
I am sorry.
I am sorry for not having loved you enough. I am sorry for constantly doubting you. I am sorry for not believing you're the least bit deserving of all the goddamn love in the world.
Because you are.
You are all that and so much more.
I always complained that nobody treated you right, and you were never anybody's first priority. Including mine.
I never gave you the love you needed and then blamed you for not being lovable.
I am sorry you had to go through this without me. I am sorry you had to go through it against me.
I am sorry you were my second option. I am sorry I cared for everyone else more than I did for you. You always should have been my first priority.
I am sorry I let anxiety and depression talk me into doing and saying things I never should have even thought of.
I realize now, all you needed was to be loved by me.
Because everyone else will leave; it's each for his own out here in this unforgiving, cruel world.
And I am sorry for it all, and hope you can forgive me. Because I plan on fixing it.
I will fix everything.
I will fix us.
With Love,
Your Flawed Self